Oct 27

My wife said I was to be Married to God and the day has come…

For the past few weeks I have been crying a lot. My children say I have been pretty emo. Settling in to being alone is not easy nor fun. But I have been smiling more and making myself laugh. That’s good. I can smile naturally now. I am getting my old personality back. I like that,

I have the story for my marriage to God but I wanted to live it before I wrote it. It didn’t feel right trying to write something before it happens. I have officially married myself to God though.

This past week has been very emotional for me. I am going to write about it for my fourth blog post on Dec 27. I really can’t believe it. I have been in complete shock, but in a good way. I have been crying and crying over it. I told myself a few weeks back that I was at my lowest point in my life. Broke and struggling to pay my bills and raise my children, heartbroken and shattered. And then God gave us a gift. We are going to pick it up tomorrow. The kids are flipping out with excitement. The three of our lives changed last week. I still can’t believe it. God does things when you least expect them, I can’t thank him enough. I don’t deserve it. I guess this is my wedding present from God.

I will post my marriage to God story in real time when it is completed.

I will stay true to myself.

Pepper says it’s purrfect. He can’t wait to ride in his new car!