The Crowned One

Elliott Francis at 2 years old.

A king can not judge his future kingdom on his 13 year son. A king can judge his future kingdom on his 30 year old son.

I will not be destabilized or devoured or uprooted or suppressed or oppressed or condemned by another person, entity or spirit. My identity is not built on the approval of others. My identity is my self worth, my belief in myself, in my love for my God and my trust in myself and my higher calling. I will not let an energy vampire drain me of my essence for their own gain and my own loss.

I am protective of myself and I check people at the door. My discernment keeps me guarded. I do not give benefit to what is doubted. I give benefit to what is undoubted. Toxicity does not resinate with me. It does not have a place to live with me. It can not thrive with me. I will reject it and return it to sender. I recognize what is good and what is bad. Not everyone is dissevering of good things. Not everyone can be helped.

I will not be drained emotionally by another person for their own benefit. I do not shrink to other people who turn the good into bad and the bad into good for their game they play. I will not let someone else’s self esteem be my self esteem. My self worth comes from within, above, not from someone else drawing me in to be close to them to have a shared fantasy with in pretendship.

I can not help people who can not help themselves. I respect someone’s silence. I do not chase it.

I do not grieve for the past to return, I mourn the loss of someone special in my heart, missing them for who they were and what they meant to me, a part of me that is no more but is forever more.

I will not anchor myself to my pain. I will not limit myself by prescribing to my own personal jesus. I do not reach out to touch faith. I ask God to fill my cup with knowledge and wisdom. I believe in my destiny that God has planned for me, the path He has laid forth. I do not wish for things. I accept them.

I do not wear a mask and I do not whine about the things of this world. The person I present myself as, is the person that I am. I stand in my truth and accept myself for who I am. I am loyal, I am honest and I give myself freely to my God and to whom he chooses.

I am able to face my guilt and to see my fears and let God be my inner peace. I am not a liar. I am not a gaslighter. I am not a trickster and I do not use manipulation for my advantage. I do not tell stories that are not true. I walk in the Truth. My intentions are always good. I do not twist words nor do I pretend to misunderstand communications to benefit the desired outcome in my favor. My heart is pure and filled good intentions. I do not cheat, lie or emotionally withdraw. I am loyal to those who are loyal to me. I am loyal for Heaven.

I am gentle, loving and kind. But, I am strong and will not let my kindness be confused for weakness. My kindness is my strength. I am not a pawn in somebody else’s game. I am their reckoning, not their prey. I do not believe in luck, I believe in Faith. God sorts out the rest.

I am polite and cordial with those whom I interact with. I can reach and relate to people of all different kinds. I am friends with everyone I meet. I am the type of person that you only meet once.

I am claircognizant. I am a peacemaker – A Chief; A Prince. I have pure intentions. My God gives me clear knowing and I listen to Him. I follow my intuition as my guidance and do not question it or second guess it. The Purple Reigns for Eternity.

When a question is asked of me, I answer it. I do not answer that question with a question to deflect or avoid the said question, I do not change the question to avoid the said question, nor do I ignore that a question was asked. I answer with resolve. The rest – is diluted for argumentative sake. I stay away from arguments and disagreeable people.

I have the courage and the willingness to act in obedience to God’s calling and purpose for me. I rely on His strength and guidance as I walk the path that he has set forth for me.

I am fearless with my God. I do not give up. I will not give up. Quitting is not an option. God will never give up on me so I can not give up on him. He will not let me loose.

I will always stand up to evil for evil only looks formidable. It postures as powerful but it’s always rooted in weakness. I fight evil with even force. Better yet, overwhelming force. I will not become them. Weakness runs and hides when confronted. I stand firm.

I have built myself up. My confidence did not come from someone else. God gave it to me because I believe in Him and He believes in me. God instilled this confidence in me. I am functional and I am healthy. God put a good head on my shoulders to think logically, critically and with sound judgement. I listen beyond words. With God’s help and my perseverance I have turned my pain into power and strength and resolve.

I thank God for making me, Me. For my mental fortitude, clear cognitive abilities, A calm even demeanor, and a strong understanding of common sense. I thank You with all of my heart.

What is the measure of a man, Is it how he provides for his family? How he carries himself? His character or his presence? Is it in his mouth and what he says about himself or is it his quiet presence that of what he shows of himself?

God knows good from bad. Those who do things in hiding and those who are loyal and trust in Hm. It is His design. It is His nature, It is all His.